I don`t honestly remeber when was the last time I cried.Must have been very long time ago.
I just don`t see the point.It won`t make any difference,things are what they are,whether you cry or not.People say that it makes you feel better and that it`s bad thing if you don`t cry,because then you store those bad feelings inside and yadda yadda - you know the story.
Well my brains just don`t work like that.I don`t need to cry to deal with bad feelings etc.
I`m not saying that it`s somehow wrong to cry or anything like that.If it makes you feel better,then ofcourse,go ahead.
These days it just feels like it`s somehow wrong not to cry,and if you say that you never or hardly never do it,you are just trying to look tough and/or you are incapable of dealing with bad feelings.And that one day such person is going to do something very bad because he didn`t "let those bad feelings out".
..and that`s why people like me need to have some story ready if this topic comes up in conversation in "real life",unless you want to look suspicious or wannabe tough guy.You know,"I cryed when my aunt died",or something like that.
Perhaps when someone very close to me dies I will cry again,but I hope I don`t need to find out anytime soon...