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I can't take it anymore.

Shifty

I'm too lazy to set a usertitle.
It's disturbing - to me - that so many people are poking fun of a fellow board member who seems to be on the edge.

Maybe it's because I have been there, too

If you feel like you want to talk, please send me a private message.

Ban RaginCaucasian and half your problem is solved.

The motherfucker who shoots and runs.
 

maildude

Postal Paranoiac
Look at it this way...if the Buddhists are right, you're gonna be reincarnated as a janitor after a rock concert. :eek:
 

Tittyman5000

Freeones T-shirt Winner
Hard times huh, we have all been there bro. You gotta hit rock bottom before you can get to the top :) Not only that but Jesus fell too, so at times even the strong are weak, & when life gets you down get back up! Tomorrows another day, grab a Titty :D
 

Galactic

Pain heals, chicks dig scars, Freeones lasts forever
Fuck, I don't even remember posting this shit....I remember nothing from three in the morning on......so basically, yeah, I'm a fucking freak.....well, a drunken freak last night......sorry if I concerned anyone....and to those who gave me shit inthis thread, right the fuck on cause it was a pointless stupid thing to do.....even if I don't have a fucking fragment of a memory of writing this garbage......in fact, maybe a mod could just go ahead and delete this shit.....that'd be great.

And now I leave in shame and embarrassment.......what a fucking tool I am. :clap:
 
C

cindy CD/TV

Guest
Fuck, I don't even remember posting this shit....I remember nothing from three in the morning on......so basically, yeah, I'm a fucking freak.....well, a drunken freak last night......sorry if I concerned anyone....and to those who gave me shit inthis thread, right the fuck on cause it was a pointless stupid thing to do.....even if I don't have a fucking fragment of a memory of writing this garbage......in fact, maybe a mod could just go ahead and delete this shit.....that'd be great.

And now I leave in shame and embarrassment.......what a fucking tool I am. :clap:

Speaking as someone going through my own rough patch at the moment, I identify with your feelings/sentiments. Try not to beat yourself up. You're not a "tool" or a "freak." It's so easy to turn to self-loathing, and it's a spiral that's hard to stop. Just keep moving forward, and you'll eventually find the place (emotionally) your supposed to be. That's what I tell myself every day. What you wrote, despite being intoxicated, was an outlet for feelings that needed to come out. It's better that they did than keep them inside your heart. Some say that when you're depressed/angry that you should write your feelings down in a letter, blog, etc. It can be theraputic. Maybe that's what you were doing subconsciously. If you ever want to talk about stuff, send me a PM anytime. No one should ever feel alone. :angels:
 

Death-Proof-69

I changed my middle-name to Freeones
Fuck, I don't even remember posting this shit....I remember nothing from three in the morning on......so basically, yeah, I'm a fucking freak.....well, a drunken freak last night......sorry if I concerned anyone....and to those who gave me shit inthis thread, right the fuck on cause it was a pointless stupid thing to do.....even if I don't have a fucking fragment of a memory of writing this garbage......in fact, maybe a mod could just go ahead and delete this shit.....that'd be great.

And now I leave in shame and embarrassment.......what a fucking tool I am. :clap:

glad to see you're still kicking around bro...keep on keepin on :cool:
 

Alyssa Rose

Tip: install a spycam in your toilet.
Official Checked Star Member
Fuck, I don't even remember posting this shit....I remember nothing from three in the morning on......so basically, yeah, I'm a fucking freak.....well, a drunken freak last night......sorry if I concerned anyone....and to those who gave me shit inthis thread, right the fuck on cause it was a pointless stupid thing to do.....even if I don't have a fucking fragment of a memory of writing this garbage......in fact, maybe a mod could just go ahead and delete this shit.....that'd be great.

And now I leave in shame and embarrassment.......what a fucking tool I am. :clap:

Glad to hear it :)

Hope your hangover wasn't too bad! ;)
 

Alyssa Rose

Tip: install a spycam in your toilet.
Official Checked Star Member
Not sure what response he expected.
Why is he telling us?
Maybe I'm out of touch but if I was feeling "on the edge" I wouldn't express my feelings to a bunch of strangers on a bloody porn forum!! :facepalm:

If you do not have an individual in your life you can turn to with these issues there are plenty of organisations that offer help.
Seek them out!!!

Honestly I've come to FOs many of times, looking for encouraging words.. Sometimes it's easier to vent to an anonymous online forum then to tell your friends or family.. If you don't care to read it, or respond to it then don't.. But some of us here actually do care about others, even faceless porn board members. :2 cents:
 
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Death-Proof-69

I changed my middle-name to Freeones
Honestly I've come to FOs many of times, looking for encouraging words.. Sometimes it's easier to vent to an anonymous online forum then to tell your friends or family.. If you don't care to read it, or respond to it then don't.. But some of us here actually do care about others, even faceless porn board members. :2 cents:

yeah it's actually a lot easier for most people to spill it all out anonymously...that's why anonymous groups are so popular and effective, same thing here
 

Rane1071

For the EMPEROR!!
We've all gone on benders,(some more than others) but the main thing is you're still here.

Like Monty Pythons' says - "Cheer up, Brian". ;)
 

Marlo Manson

Hello Sexy girl how your Toes doing?
Keep your head up my friend, we all do dumb shit every so often, sometimes you know when your doing it, and others you don't realize it until after the fact! :facepalm::brick: Just remember nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes!!

BTW.. I not trying to be a smarta$$ but getting plastered is definitely increasing the odds of you possibly doing things you'll regret.. I am not saying you have to quit drinking, but you don't have too get hammered when your drinking especially when your already depressed. :2 cents: have a happy and SAFE 4th of july my friend.
:glugglug:
 

Facetious

Moderated
C'mon, Galactic... back to post #2 ... sing along now!



"Breathe" by David Gilmour

Breathe, breathe in the air
Don't be afraid to care
Leave but don't leave me
Look around and chose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be
Run, run rabbit run
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don't sit down, it's time to dig another one
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race toward an early grave.
 

CunningStunts

I changed my middle-name to Freeones
I think most of us thinking creatures get to that place sometimes... Just keep going, power through it, and you'll feel better eventually. I've been feeling that way myself recently, just tired of my job, people, and everything. It's just boring and you ask yourself sometimes "What's the fucking point of it all?"

It's a cliche but in the end, life is what you make it... we all just gotta find the little things we enjoy that keep us going and makes life worth living :cool:
 

freeoneskutti

Little Porn Lover
Fuck, I don't even remember posting this shit....I remember nothing from three in the morning on......so basically, yeah, I'm a fucking freak.....well, a drunken freak last night......sorry if I concerned anyone....and to those who gave me shit inthis thread, right the fuck on cause it was a pointless stupid thing to do.....even if I don't have a fucking fragment of a memory of writing this garbage......in fact, maybe a mod could just go ahead and delete this shit.....that'd be great.

And now I leave in shame and embarrassment.......what a fucking tool I am. :clap:

Damn!! I thought I would be too late by the time I got to the end of this!!!
So, I'ma glad you are alive!!
:crowdgrin:

Dont worry about what you did... Sometimes, this seems so much better than talking to someone about the way you feel....:)

Keep the motors running and the Wood lubricated!!! :D

Peace!
 

lurkingdirk

I'm too lazy to set a usertitle.
Glad you're okay, Galactic.

You may want to do some talking to someone if what you posted in post #1 is what comes out when you're drunk.

:2 cents:
 
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