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What Is DMT? Ever Done It? Should I Do It? How Much Should I Do?
- Thread starter Lee Van Queef
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The opposite of a panic attack. But more acid.
You'll feel more like 'yourself', but in a kind of.. oh, whats the lyric I'm looking for..
Hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid
Like, youre focused in on whatever you want to focus on, but you'll be sidetracked by your brain.
I mean hell, its usual acid type stuff. If you let the paranoia demon in, he'll squat in your (mindhouse) for a little bit.
I did it an hour before bed and I was gonna jerk off and wake up with some leftovers-goodness, but I just couldnt focus.. wait, bad wording.. I couldnt see what I was doing. I mean I could see, but it was like nature temporarily stopped and there was a kind of disconnect where I realized I was just a bunch of molecules rubbing other bits of science and there was no point in it and 2 years later I watched the movie Lucy and it felt like the quick cuts in that movie. Like losing yourself to that stereotypical stoner space, transcendence bullshit.
But, I caught it at the wrong time. So there I am, cant cum, cant sleep because I cant cum, and I'm being distracted by things that I know arent there. So it was cool and all, but no more than the few acid trips. It wasnt as intense as the benadryl trips. That was more my style. But I like going through an 'ordeal' when I'm looking for a 'trip'.
Shrooms and bennies were like that ~ hard to move, hard to get where you want to, but more insightful.
I mean, it was nice and all.. only bad part was a tiny one ~ the paranoia demon was easily ignored, but I had one of those 'he is outside the front door and I think I heard him knock.' moments twice.
I didnt invite anyone over. It isnt the neighbors. I'm in no condition to go talk to a person. Evil knock person isnt real. Focus. Go to the bedroom and ignore it.
I dont remember if I made it to the bedroom. I mean, I woke up there. But I might've ducked out before that.
I dunno if anyone else has it, but it resurfaces sometimes..
Ya know how if you trip sideways and for a split second you are standing on your own ankle and not the foot? And it hurts like hell and after that, you find it easier to do it again and again? Like your ankle is never the same?
The brain thing :
Like when watching an aircraft thing (Top gun, ace combat games, etc) and youre watching the AIM7 aiming device bounce around before it gets the lock on the MiG? My 'existence' felt like that, during it. Like I should be 'centered' and locked on inside my own mind. Or like a rifle that isnt 'zeroed'. But then you latch back onto yourself.
And when I'm really tired, these days.. years after the fact, I sometimes find myself a foot behind my own 'existence', sometimes. Not really disconcerting, but distracting.
And thats my stories. I recommend. Especially if youre just looking for a different version of something you've already done. But hey, boring part.. its just a different version of what you've already done. Switch it up using your own nog to guide it, sir.
You'll feel more like 'yourself', but in a kind of.. oh, whats the lyric I'm looking for..
Hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid
Like, youre focused in on whatever you want to focus on, but you'll be sidetracked by your brain.
I mean hell, its usual acid type stuff. If you let the paranoia demon in, he'll squat in your (mindhouse) for a little bit.
I did it an hour before bed and I was gonna jerk off and wake up with some leftovers-goodness, but I just couldnt focus.. wait, bad wording.. I couldnt see what I was doing. I mean I could see, but it was like nature temporarily stopped and there was a kind of disconnect where I realized I was just a bunch of molecules rubbing other bits of science and there was no point in it and 2 years later I watched the movie Lucy and it felt like the quick cuts in that movie. Like losing yourself to that stereotypical stoner space, transcendence bullshit.
But, I caught it at the wrong time. So there I am, cant cum, cant sleep because I cant cum, and I'm being distracted by things that I know arent there. So it was cool and all, but no more than the few acid trips. It wasnt as intense as the benadryl trips. That was more my style. But I like going through an 'ordeal' when I'm looking for a 'trip'.
Shrooms and bennies were like that ~ hard to move, hard to get where you want to, but more insightful.
I mean, it was nice and all.. only bad part was a tiny one ~ the paranoia demon was easily ignored, but I had one of those 'he is outside the front door and I think I heard him knock.' moments twice.
I didnt invite anyone over. It isnt the neighbors. I'm in no condition to go talk to a person. Evil knock person isnt real. Focus. Go to the bedroom and ignore it.
I dont remember if I made it to the bedroom. I mean, I woke up there. But I might've ducked out before that.
I dunno if anyone else has it, but it resurfaces sometimes..
Ya know how if you trip sideways and for a split second you are standing on your own ankle and not the foot? And it hurts like hell and after that, you find it easier to do it again and again? Like your ankle is never the same?
The brain thing :
Like when watching an aircraft thing (Top gun, ace combat games, etc) and youre watching the AIM7 aiming device bounce around before it gets the lock on the MiG? My 'existence' felt like that, during it. Like I should be 'centered' and locked on inside my own mind. Or like a rifle that isnt 'zeroed'. But then you latch back onto yourself.
And when I'm really tired, these days.. years after the fact, I sometimes find myself a foot behind my own 'existence', sometimes. Not really disconcerting, but distracting.
And thats my stories. I recommend. Especially if youre just looking for a different version of something you've already done. But hey, boring part.. its just a different version of what you've already done. Switch it up using your own nog to guide it, sir.
Lee Van Queef
Maybe I Should Get A Little High First
Sounds good. I used to love doing hallucinogens but that was long ago. I wouldn’t mind taking a smaller dose of LSD or a few shrooms. If I was able to get some DMT I would like to try it under more optimal conditions.
Can you get any good acid these days anyway? When I used to dose we never really knew what we were taking. I liked the tripping part but hated the speed it was cut with.
Overall, I had only 2 bad trips but dozens and dozens of good ones. I do remember opening my arm up with a big knife because I wanted to see what was inside. Still have a big scar there. Good times.
Can you get any good acid these days anyway? When I used to dose we never really knew what we were taking. I liked the tripping part but hated the speed it was cut with.
Overall, I had only 2 bad trips but dozens and dozens of good ones. I do remember opening my arm up with a big knife because I wanted to see what was inside. Still have a big scar there. Good times.
All the kids are on different things, now. I like uppers as much as the next guy, but even those seem to be in short supply. (In the city)
20 years ago I could get adderall or a cheap bumper of coke any time.
Not to buy into the media hype about certain drugs, but there really is too much meth, heroin and utter garbage out there.
The fake weed, suboxones, crappy cooks selling crappy uppers... bleh.
Acid? Possibly. FInd out when the next Phish concert is in town and send out a friend to buy some blots.
But I dunno, its tougher than it was.
20 years ago I could get adderall or a cheap bumper of coke any time.
Not to buy into the media hype about certain drugs, but there really is too much meth, heroin and utter garbage out there.
The fake weed, suboxones, crappy cooks selling crappy uppers... bleh.
Acid? Possibly. FInd out when the next Phish concert is in town and send out a friend to buy some blots.
But I dunno, its tougher than it was.
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